(Day one) Asleep mid-sentence- the words fell apart. No one is listening anyway. This day will soon turn black and my “wants and needs” will spill on my burning ashes. I learned to be selfish today… I learned to be alive. These things I care for are for my personal gain, and my personal happiness only. Why should sit in your chairs and satisfy your standards. I’ve done it all before, and I’ve confused myself a thousand times. The tragic day that I call morality just doesn’t do it for me anymore. No more choices, just standing in the cold. The day will turn black and I will have either lived or died. Asleep mid-sentence- my words fall to the ground. Swept into this dreamland. Economic satisfaction, never succeed. But happiness has its place. Justice will not lie in your corner. New day towards death, only compassion for my own needs make my need necessary.
(Day two) Throw myself in the corner; I have nothing to complain about here. A tragic day seems too peaceful to most, spoiled ambitions turned my heart to black. I’m figuring out this realization process-the process to never look upon bitter ground. Living dreams, loving dreams, awakening to what I’ve always dreamt of. The familiar sound of lovely love from the love of my life will keep the notes coming. From the reciting of the show, to plip and shevanel, to the grind that annoys, and the sarcasm they hate… forever I worship, I’ll kill, love, and hate for all of you. Thank you for the best part of my life.

This is a song by ‘Between The Buried And Me’. Personally, I really enjoy this song, and I’m just now getting into BTBAM. I would of normally gone through and broken down the song into different parts to analyze it, but not tonight.

Crazy junk has been going down and in the end karma takes the cake, as usual. But as I’ve said to some of you before, no matter how much hurt you go through in a part of your life, everything has it’s use, no matter how impractical is would be, everything leads to something bigger, and better.

Keep your chin up and your eyes open, Opprotunity passes you by so many times it’s insane. We take everything we have around us for granted, including emotions, and until something affects them, we never realize what we have, or what we could of had. So wheneve you feel your life is worthless, or nothing ever goes your way…just remember - everything has it’s place, let fate takes it’s course. The future is never to be questioned, only to be lived.

Adios.

Hola everyone!

I’ve begun work on a soon-to-be large template package. Every single template designed in it will be CSS valid, XHTML valid, and HTML 4.01 valid. I made one already, but as I started coding it, there were so many small flaws with the overall design, and with the images, that I scraped it and started all over. Now for the ‘first’ template, I’m making it techy. Who says web standards has to be bland? Although w3.org proves this idea right. It’s got to be the most bland web standard site I’ve ever seen.

If anyone has any ideas they’d like to put forth for this template package, please comment on it! If you have any images that you think could be expanded upon, post them here. Lastly, if you have seen any website with a unique concept in it, please post the link here, and I’ll see if it could be built upon anymore.

I think this template package will be released within 2 1/2 months, and may contain around 45 templates. Some will just be color variations, while the rest will be original designs concieved during my late nights rambling to my friends on MSN about nothing and everything.

If this package - once completed - gets enough popularity, I may think about making another package of free templates, along with some premium templates. Here’s a run down on the package so far:

• Estimated Completion Date: Mid July
• Total Templates Completed: 45
• Distributed completely free
• Shall contain both mere color variations and unique designs
• Quirky themes and color choices

And there you have it. My first template package. More news on later dates.

Adios.

Battle of the bands was great.
Billy Talent made a “special appearance”.
White Pands Of Fury rocked.

That is all.

Adios.

Firstly, let me start off by saying that a friend of mine sent me a remix of the Tetris theme song. The song name is “Tetris Hardcore Remix”. Let me point out no theme song of a favorite pasttime of many people can be turned hardcore. Basically it’s a house remix, so I’m addicted to it for some reason. Is it my gamer-esque love of theme songs, or am I just looking for an excuse to listen to theme songs on WinAmp? I’m not sure, but whatever the case, I’ve got it playing as I type.

Yesterday I went on quite a long walk with friends. I had a blast…and for most of the time, we walked on the railroad tracks, where I found tons of those little spikes to hold in the tracks. Every last one of them was rusted and nasty looking.

Once more - The Warning. And once more, people, stop making a whole big thing about what I put on here. I decide, and that’s it. I regret nothing and will not remove it under any circumstances. I’m done jumping through hoops explaining why I put what I put on this blog (or any blog of mine for that matter).

Now that that’s out of the way, lets get down to business. I’m currently going to make a custom template for this blog, because anyhting premade or any defalut kinda bugs me…no matter how nice it looks. I may just change the colors of this blog to suit what I want. Although I do quite enjoy this template I have now. I may just make one to use as a change, just throw it on here every so often.

I’ve been playing around with my guitar and tabbed out various riffs from Metallica songs such as Kill ‘Em All, The Four Horsemen, Green Hell, Breadfan, and Am I Evil - along with numerous others. Another point - I’ve gotta remember to wear the headphones for my amp after it starts getting late…I’ve woken up my sister before because I forget how loud it actually is!

Quick side note: coding languages I’d like to learn:

PHP
C/C++
PERL
MySQL
ASP

Adios!

By golly, it seems several people have now complained about the contents of my blog. I’m not too excited about being bothered while I’m trying to work, with people who want to complain about my own personal thoughts. I have now put up a warning page so that if anyone else wants to complain, I can just ignore them. Readers Be-rawr is the small page I’ve implemented to get people off my backs. I may very well add to this page in the future without warning.

If you feel this is a personal attack on you, keep thinking that. I feel no need to try and change your mind. I don’t need to hide my opinions just to make you happy. If you wish to assume I’m talking about you, go right ahead and think that - it’s your thoughts. And you should do the same for me. These are my idea, thoughts, opinions, and so forth. Don’t try being the hero of the day and making me radically “change my ways”. I have every right to post what I want in here, when I want. I bought the hosting space, I created the MySQL database, I installed WordPress, I customized it to be exactly how I want it.

In short, if you feel like complaining to me - go away.

You have been warned.

Adios.

I’ve compiled a list of forum software that people could try out besides the usual IPB, vB, and phpBB.

http://www.mybboard.com/
http://www.mercuryboard.com/
http://www.xmbforum.com/
http://www.myupb.com/
http://navarone.f2o.org/forum/
http://www.punbb.org/
http://www.jaia-interactive.com/
http://www.birdboard.org/
http://www.ajaboard.org/
http://fudforum.org/forum/
http://www.hydrobb.com/
http://icebb.kenkarpg.info/
http://www.minibb.net/
http://www.simplemachines.org/
http://www.webtrickscentral.com/wtcbb.php

This list will probably be growing, as I’m bound to fall on others. I just thought some of you were bored of using the norm’s.

I just had to post this up again from my modblog because of how useful this list is!

Let’s start with this morning.

Today at lunch I walked around to try and find Alannah and other’s. I found them. By a door. Tying the handles together. Just when they finish, a teacher tries opening the door, so they split while I’m left standing there - with a yelling teacher. Julie then proceeded to help me undo the string for the teacher, while he was asking us all these questions. Once we got the knot off, along with getting the door open, there was a whole group of people around us. The tension was unbearable. The teacher took us to the office, where he sent us into the vice-principals office. All the while, we thought we’d get blamed for doing it. The vice-principal talks to us separately, while we finally collapse and tell him our friends’ name’s. We felt bad for giving in, but we had to.

So now they have a 40 minute detention at lunch tomorrow. :-/

Then once all that settled down, Julie kindly offered to buy me a Little Shop Of Horror’s play ticket. ^_^ Thankie bunches Julie!

Before the play starts, I meet up with some friends of mine to chat about…whatever. Plays starts, intermission. Plays continues, the end. Then afterwards we headed over to Tim Hortons, and grabbed a few snacks. Joked around and had a good time, then it was time for us all to go.

Good play, good day. Oh, fancy that, I appear to of ryhmed. I’m hungry.

Adios.

As you can obviously tell, new blog! I’m hosting it myself, unlike my past blog - at Modblog. Ugliness. This is also much better than my past blog at Livejournal. Ugliness. I’ll be sticking with this for as long as I have hosting, which should be another year at least. I would have had this up sooner, but as with other things, laziness took control of me. I swear!

Well, today I went on a school trip to the Ontario Science Center. I found it pretty interesting, because of all the various displays. we also got to see a semenar on the history and facts of electricity. While sitting at the back, a friend of mine - Clement - kept pointing out the speaker’s constant Star Wars references. I thought that was pretty funny, and so did he…until the speaker called up a volunteer to do something that involved holding “a light saber”. Then Clement thought it lost all humor, because it wasn’t him holding the light saber. (Clement is a giant Star Wars fan) Then he went oddly quiet through the rest of the presentation. Other people I know hated the presentation, but meh. Whoopty friggin’ do for them.

Afterwards, we got back on the bus and headed back to school. Once there, we all scattered, and I went home. Then on MSN I finally had cleared up a few things that have been pestering me for a little while now. I had to tell Laura I didn’t hate her, which is apparently what I was acting like. If you want more detail on this, feel free to IM me. No sense is publicizing it on a blog. So now we’re talking again, so hopefully things return back to normal eventually.

The rest of the day was the usual - coding, graphics, and chatting with my friends on MSN. Nothing out of the ordinary, or anything to comment on. Well, ok, I lied. It seems Julie got a haircut which turned out horrible. I have yet to see it, but I’m not expecting it to look bad at all. Everyone always thinks their haircut looks bad, when in reality, it probably looks fairly good. Hopefully it’s the same with er as it is for (almost) everyone else.

<3 WordPress

Adios