Serenity
Sometimes you wake up, go about your day and feel great. You think nothing could be better. Then as the day goes on, you spot tiny incidents that slowly make you realize that you’re missing out on so much. You realize that you can only find peace in solitude, but then you come to the conclusion that you’d be so much more content and better off being able to leave yourself to someone. You realize that you really are missing out on so much.
Then your day goes downhill.
I hate it. I hate not being able to do what I know is in my heart, and true. But the truth is, I know what would happen, so I go through every day with the exact same prcess…and I know I’ll see someone who will be bolder than me and make me feel worse about it, then I’ll keep digging a bigger hole until, well…nevermind.
I have no clue what to do anymore.
If there’s something you want to do or say or feel then go and do it/say it/feel it, don’t hold back. Life’s scary, we all feel afraid of things but I’m now learning that if you let that fear hold on to you, you could do more damage to yourself and others than good.
