Mordecai
(Day one) Asleep mid-sentence- the words fell apart. No one is listening anyway. This day will soon turn black and my “wants and needs” will spill on my burning ashes. I learned to be selfish today… I learned to be alive. These things I care for are for my personal gain, and my personal happiness only. Why should sit in your chairs and satisfy your standards. I’ve done it all before, and I’ve confused myself a thousand times. The tragic day that I call morality just doesn’t do it for me anymore. No more choices, just standing in the cold. The day will turn black and I will have either lived or died. Asleep mid-sentence- my words fall to the ground. Swept into this dreamland. Economic satisfaction, never succeed. But happiness has its place. Justice will not lie in your corner. New day towards death, only compassion for my own needs make my need necessary.
(Day two) Throw myself in the corner; I have nothing to complain about here. A tragic day seems too peaceful to most, spoiled ambitions turned my heart to black. I’m figuring out this realization process-the process to never look upon bitter ground. Living dreams, loving dreams, awakening to what I’ve always dreamt of. The familiar sound of lovely love from the love of my life will keep the notes coming. From the reciting of the show, to plip and shevanel, to the grind that annoys, and the sarcasm they hate… forever I worship, I’ll kill, love, and hate for all of you. Thank you for the best part of my life.
This is a song by ‘Between The Buried And Me’. Personally, I really enjoy this song, and I’m just now getting into BTBAM. I would of normally gone through and broken down the song into different parts to analyze it, but not tonight.
Crazy junk has been going down and in the end karma takes the cake, as usual. But as I’ve said to some of you before, no matter how much hurt you go through in a part of your life, everything has it’s use, no matter how impractical is would be, everything leads to something bigger, and better.
Keep your chin up and your eyes open, Opprotunity passes you by so many times it’s insane. We take everything we have around us for granted, including emotions, and until something affects them, we never realize what we have, or what we could of had. So wheneve you feel your life is worthless, or nothing ever goes your way…just remember - everything has it’s place, let fate takes it’s course. The future is never to be questioned, only to be lived.
Adios.
