Well I haven’t seem to of blogged since May, so I figured why not blog now?

Let me provide you with a vague scenario with which you can somehow relate to your own life:

You are happy, something negative happens to you, you are no longer happy or content. You may even get very upset.

Vague enough? Good!

I too obviously have these kinds of things happen to me, and of course my good friends - hell, even my enemies. It happens to us all. It’s called drama, er…life.

Why do we let it effect us though? Why do we let ourselves get hurt? I honestly do not know why anymore. I may only be sixteen, but sometimes, you need the mind of a thirty year old - even for dealing with pain. Let me explain.

we’ve all got our good days and our bad days, we just have to look at it in a different light. For example, I very recently took up a new way of looking at pain and hurt feelings. I don’t look at it in the ‘here and now’ state of mind, I see it as if I was thirty and looking back on this drama and laughing at how extreme I acted. It could hurt me in the ‘here and now’, but it will never hurt me in 14 years. With that sort of disconnection from my negative reality, it’s helped me block out things that would get under my skin now. I don’t consider it avoidance, but just an altered view of reality.

I know this won’t work for everyone, but for me at least, it is doing a fine job.

Short and sweet for now. I could go on and on, but I’ll leave it at that.

I’ll promise to keep blogging!
Zach

http://www.ojohaven.com/fun/crazy.html

Long time, no post.

So I got a white 30GB video iPod a couple months back, and it’s great. The battery life could be a little longer, but it’s all good. I completely learned ‘Cutsman’ by ‘HORSE The Band’, and learned a few pieces of Jazz that my friend showed me on piano. I cut all my hair off last night before going out with a few friends. I’m still waiting for the Daylight For Deadeyes video to be released. My friend and I have come up with a new product that we’re working on now. Databankqp underwent a redesign and is still getting lots of customers. I got a new computer - This One.

Let’s see, I bought http://www.gprogress.com/ and moved everything over from Anti-Joke. I need to change the skin though, because it doesn’t show up well in Opera, or on a Mac (Safari, IE 5). I know it’s the minority usergroup, but I don’t want to exclude anyone.

My uncle’s CD recently was released, and my other uncle is having his produced currently. David Celia and Mike Celia, respectively. My music collection has exceeded 2100, and it’ll keep growing. My Whatpulse stats are 7.7 million keystrokes and 2.3 million mouse clicks. My Last.fm stats are 19700 songs listened to.

A few friends and I just started a band last week, aptly title ‘Kosher Band’. We abort babies for fun. We’ll be in our school’s Battle Of The Band’s competition this year.

Adios.

Hurrah! Onto number three.
Listen To Broadcast Three!

Ben and I banter back and forth about Sirius Radio, George Bush, and lawsuits.

Songs by At The Drive-In, and Daylight For Deadeyes.

Broadcast Length: 21:14
Broadcast File Size: 19.45 MB

http://s10.invisionfree.com/Anti_Joke/index.php?showtopic=31

Be a writer!

So I just upgraded WordPress from 1.5.1.3 to 2.0.1 without any trouble. Everything seems to be here, which is good. I remember using WordPress 2.0.0 alpha. ^_^ It’s pretty nice and I love the use of AJAX in the ‘post’ section.

I learned the intro to ‘Salvation Army’ and the outro to ‘Cutsman’ by ‘HORSE The Band’ on my keyboard, and it sounds pretty good. I also learned most of ‘Cowboys From hell’ by ‘Pantera’, and ‘Orion’ by ‘Metallica’ on keyboard. Yea, I get fairly bored during the day, so I try learning this stuff. Links are below.
I may get an iPod video (60GB) soon, if I ever get around to it.

I’m not really sure what more I could say right now. If I think of anything else, I’l edit it in…or if it’s too late, I’ll just make a new post.
Cowboys From Hell by Pantera

HORSE The Band songs

Adios

I started writing this in November and then just completely stopped for a month or two now. I’ll probably pick it back up again. This is in blockquotes just to tell what text is for what. Oh, and I know the grammar is bad in it. I haven’t really proofread it besides getting rid of the obvious spelling mistakes. I also know it’s extremely abrupt and it easily could’ve been stretched into like 20 pages, but…meh! Carry on.

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Look at your friends; you probably think you know as much as there is to know about them. Am I right? I’m sure there is something they are hiding from people because of various reasons. Perhaps they are hiding it because they are shy, embarrassed, scared, hurt, etc.

I’m sure you’ve got some too. But bottling up these kinds of things over time isn’t healthy. Letting it out of your system is the best you could do.

With that being said, I want everyone to post anonymous, and let these secrets out.

You don’t know what you’re missing.

I do, and I’m not missing it.

Adios.

It seems from circumstances currently in my life, I will not have a computer until maybe Feburary 10th. I feel pretty bad leaving for such a long time, but I can’t avoid it. I may get a chance to come on here in the next few Thursdays, but that’ll be limited.

Miss you guys.